Saturday, September 6, 2014

Shitshitshitshit.... gasp... SHIT!

It's nearly midnight. My heart rate is currently 176 bpm resting*, and is irregular as all hell.

I'm trying to calm down and let the drugs work their magic but sonofabitch this is awful. I guess my grand experiment to get off the drugs was a bad idea. I'd rather be fatigued and exhausted and sluggish than in heart hyper-drive.  Shitty options but they're all I've got at the moment.

For the first time I'm actually looking forward to this surgery.

*thanks to the nifty heart rate monitor on my galaxy s5, I know this with silly amounts of accuracy.

1 comment:

  1. Glad you're back home. Hope it's a quick and complete recovery, Goober.